Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Hard day today.

I haven't written in a couple of days.  Life has been So/So.  I have been incredibly moody A.K.A Miss Bitch a lot.  I am blaming the pregnancy hormones that are still in my body.

My D&C is scheduled for Friday morning at 8:45 am.  We have to be there at 7:15 am.  It should be a fun morning as this Momma can't have any food or drink after midnight.  I am so not a morning person and just about everyone in my house knows not to come near me before I have at least 2 cups of coffee.  I am happy that there is finally a "end" in sight for this part of my journey.  It will be nice to have my hormones level off again, to be my normal bitchy self, lol.  I am my own worst enemy most of the time.  I have broke down in tears several times this past week out of no where.  The first was when I saw a picture of a positive pregnancy test and just a little while ago when I saw an ultrasound picture.  Don't get me wrong, I am thrilled for both women!  It is just hard for me to see it right now.

The boys are doing great.  We have updated the empty fish tank into the Crabitat for the boys and got a couple more crabs for them.  Every day Timmothy comes home from school and goes straight to the tank to see them.  Once I can figure out exactly what they need, I will teach him to help care for them.  I will upload pictures another time of it.

But it is after Midnight and I have to be up bright and early at 6am, so I will probably blog some more tomorrow & maybe get some more pic's up.

Light and Love,

Erin

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